I'm becoming very close to no longer being a nice person. It feels like every thing I've done over the past few weeks where I've tried to do what is "right" and "good" has come back to bite me in the ass in one fashion or another. Please don't ask me if this is about you. I will not confirm nor deny. When it comes down to it, this is not really about *you* or making you feel bad; this is about me thinking out loud and not wanting to repeat the same mistakes. Nothing else. Move along, nothing to see here. I'm going to go drown my sorrows in hot chocolate- with marshmallows, motherfuckers!